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| to care or not to care |
| 04.29.04 (10:29 pm) [edit] |
yesterday i bought a copy of "1 giant leap" and while going back home, to a crowded home, i was listen'g to it in my car.
Boy o Boy, is that absolutely mind blowing. I was so lost in the music, swing'g my head from side to side, beating the steering wheel with my hand, the floor of the car with my foot. 8)
people star'g at me through the protective glass that was stand'g between them and I, i'm sure wondering "who is this crazy dude?" Well people this crazy wacko is me:
[i]Hello there, remember me
I'm the man you'd thought, I'd never be
I'm the boy who you, reduced to tears
Hell I've been lonely for 27 years[/i]
some lines (modified) from the song by robbie williams... poeple get the album if u haven't already... it's got stuff from all around the world. from us, europe, india, new zealand. i think it wack.
well the funda is this: do u really care about what people think about u? do u want to be bothered with the trivial thinking of the normal person or do u want to be yourself and just do what your heart tells you to?
ps: One of the persons i noticed star'g at me, numerous times i might add, was a rather cute girl!
Oh! and plz excuse the dialect of this blog as i'm in slightly in a confused state after listen'g to the songs...
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| love reality or myth |
| 04.27.04 (12:08 am) [edit] |
[b]▪[/b] ever did u get her chocolates without any reason.
[b]▪[/b] waited for her for hours without notic'g how long it's been?
[b]▪[/b] lit candles in the whole house with 100's of balloons lying around, even though your frnds called u for a game of golf (something u really love).
[b]▪[/b] cooked for her, instead of ordering takeout and putting u'r stamp on it ;-)
[b]▪[/b] opened the door for her even when it was raining cats and dogs?
[b]▪[/b] called her first thing in the morning becaused the night that u spent apart u missed her.
[b]▪[/b] picked her up from her house say'g that it was in the way when it was infact a 20 mile diversion.
[b]▪[/b] met her for breakfast, lunch, snack and dinner even though u'r office was an hours drive away.
[b]▪[/b] delivered a birthday card at 12 am to her house, hiden cause if her dad caught u, u'd be toast :-)
[b]▪[/b] went on that long drive with her lying down on u'r lap?
[b]▪[/b] she sleep'g in u'r arms & u hurting but not noticing the pain cause u'r busy watching her...
[b]▪[/b] holding her tight because u'd rather she stay with you.
[b]▪[/b] meet her if she wants u to no matter how busy you really are & not let her know that u were busy. be there for her...
[b]▪[/b] drive all night, 2 nights in a row so u can be with her.
[b]▪[/b] stay up all night because u have to meet her early the next morning and if u sleep u know u're not going to get up.
do u think u can find someone who did all this for you? if u did find someone like that would u promise to not leave him/her? do u think you'd fall in love with him/her?
The truth is nothing is ever for sure. you could do all this and more and yet not win her heart.
[b]▪[/b] kill yourself, cause u know that there is no way the two of u are going to be together. is there any point in living?
you have to live cause there are a lot of people who love you. you love her and that's why you've got to live.
[b]▪[/b] wait for her for the rest of your life. no matter what!
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| Yesterday |
| 04.26.04 (4:06 am) [edit] |
Y she had to go, I don't know, she didn't say!
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Love was such an easy game to play, now i need a place to hide away...
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Yesterday i felt something i haven't ever as far as i remember. A feel'g of complete peace! I sat at my PC burning a CD. Wait'g for the writ'g to get over i switched on my TV and came across a nice "1 giant leap" documentary on National Geo. I don't know why or how but i have never ever felt so at peace with myself. One leg thrown over a few pillows, a few pillows under me a few to my side (that's a lot of pillows) wearing a nice little smile on my face. It was just awesome.
I was dragged to go to nandi hills (bull hills) with mom and my sis & it bored the hell out of me. xcept for the little tent pitching xpedition. everyone trying to act like they were xperts. But *alas* i got it up and relieved everyone of the sun's rays...
click'd some nice pics today on the street with a mobile phone so when i upload them let u all know...
enjoy life guys, it's a nice feel'g
Oh! almost forgot. tell me what i should do with my life...
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| something i wrote |
| 04.23.04 (6:19 am) [edit] |
This is something that i wrote a few days back. Hope u'll like it...
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I heard a voice say “always”
It was like it was everywhere,
I searched up and down the streets,
Every bakery, every boutique
Every second every minute,
For that voice,
For it is all that will make me believe,
I heard someone speak “never will I leave”
I search for him,
In the forests, under ever roof,
For he’s the only one,
Who can make me believe again?
I heard her voice say “good bye”,
I stood there, turning around
Trying to search for the sweet voice
That had spoken those harsh words,
That had broken my heart,
Cause she’s the only one,
That can make me believe.
Then I heard myself say, “Believe”
Cause I’m the only one that can
Make me believe…
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| [b]The Pictures[/b] |
| 04.21.04 (10:57 pm) [edit] |
[b]hey people[/b]
So here we are, some pictures are up.
[url=http://www.imagestation.com/a...]Click Here[/url] to view the images. I'll be updat'g them soon enough. add'g more pictures...
Hope u enjoy them.
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| The Beach |
| 04.20.04 (2:22 am) [edit] |
Sorry for the delay guys, here is what the weekend was like.......
[b]A LOT OF FUN [/b]
after raid'g the Music and Grocery store we were on our way in my car for the beach. 300 miles through hills, forests, rivers it was an awsome drive. Reached Mangalore (Means: City of Monkeys) at 1:30 AM and woke up the caretaker of the Guest house. He was kind enough to give us two rooms (4 of us) even thought only one was booked. wak'g up in the morn'g the sight of the ocean greated us with it's arms wide open.
The white sand, the cool sea breeze, sea gulls trying to escape the waves pick'g out the fishes, crabs running at the first sight of us. The sun behind us and ships in the distance the first sight of the ocean was something that none of us were able to shake for some time.
[b]Pi[/b] wanted to catch the crabs and eat them, good thing they ran...
After swamy's friend came, we all went to Udupi to the Lord Krishna temple. Had lunch there, that was like eat'g right from the stove. it was so hot that all our hands were burnt at the end of it (have to eat by hand, no forks, spoons or chop sticks, will explain in the next log). After eat'g it was too hot outside to crash at the beach so we went to a pathalogy museum and then for a cup of COLD coffee (xcept swamy as he's still got the cold). As the sun felt sorry for us and started to receed in the horizon, we headed to the beach where we play'd catch with a coconut shell for almost 2-3 hours, body surf'g whenever a big wave came our way :).
After play'g in the beach and tak'g a shower we sat so swamy could enjoy some beer with his frnd. While the rest of sipped on some rum and vodka & lemon juice. Swamy who was talk'g about a rather good look'g girl sitt'g on the other side was challanged by me to go talk to her. We tossed the "official" coin and it claimed not to talk to her. well since swamy wasn't look'g i tossed it again and this time it ask'd him to go for it. mustering all the courage swamy could gather he went for it and drove those nice women to flee the situation ASAP.
:lol:
On our way back to Bangalore we stopped at a streem that was hidden. all of us just sat in it play'g and tak'g pictures for a long time. it was a lot of fun. even the car ended up hav'g a bath :)... Our official photographer [b]gujju[/b] took some rather awesome pictures :wink:
Wait for the pictures...
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| weekend at the beach |
| 04.15.04 (11:08 pm) [edit] |
[b]The Plan[/b]:
Well drive down to the beach (300 Miles) open up a can of beer (i dont' really drink, so i suppose i'll sip on lemonade 8) ) and swim in the ocean.
[b]Reality[/b]:
Out of the four of us, i'm the only one that's in good healt. Swamy is down with the flu, gujju is recovering from it & the doctor thinks Pi has lovely eyes :wink:. I just hope i can keep all their spirits high.
Will update u all after we are back.
Surf's up dude. 8)
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| life's little hurdles |
| 04.14.04 (10:49 pm) [edit] |
Hi all,
Here i go again. Can't a few days go by without anything bad happening? well i suppose it all part of life and we have to take in the correct stride. [b]BULLSHIT[/b], I deserve better and its high time the world realized that. In the words of Calvin "I am here so that everybody can do what I want. Once everyone accepts it, they'll be at peace."
So make my day.
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| the crazy trip |
| 04.12.04 (12:37 am) [edit] |
hey everyone,
life seems 2 b com'g onto the road that i've been wanting to take, except for the part where some gal falls for me 8). the rest well couldn't be going better.
this weekend i went treking to a place called [i]Mullainagiri[/i] that's about 300 kms from where i stay. awesome trek. only thing that went wrong (horribly at that) was that we ran out of water and had to cover the gruling trek in the HOT sun. When we found water atlast after treking for 6hrs, it was the best thing that i had ever tasted in my life.
my point is that things do get better after what seems like the end if only we have the courage to move on and try and look past the dark side...
Oh! and by the way i am find'g better things.
12-April-2004
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| and this next |
| 04.08.04 (5:09 am) [edit] |
sometime what happenes, happens for the good. Always thought of it as a bunch of crap. but yesterday things just seemed so much brighter. Just don't want the sun to get into my eyes. Its important to keep sight of your goals and know that you [b]are[/b] who you think you are, no one can really change that but you.
getting a little senti. so i think i'll stop before i bore everyone.
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| going on with life |
| 04.06.04 (7:13 am) [edit] |
yesterday i felt like the world was going up in flames. no one to talk to, no one to be with. just felt really shitty and really alone. made a big mistake and wished for things that coulnd't come true. How does one go on when all you can see in front is hurt and pain.
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