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| WORK.... |
| 06.30.04 (6:16 am) [edit] |
OK, Here's the plan...
If by this time next year i'm not out of here. I don't mind the same company i'm in. But i don't wanna be in india & doing what i am right now all my live.
Don't get me wrong. I love India and my friends and all that, but if i continue this way i'll go MAD...
So as i was say'g if I am still this way in a year from now. I'm bailing. I'm going to leave my job, i'm gonig to leave bangalore & i'm going to go out onto the road....
I think what i'd like to do is take up photography and do this computer programmer stuff as a freelance. I'm good at computers, atleast I think so, so that should not be a problem and I really like photography. Its' just a means to help me go out and meet some people in this world.
Don't know how that'll work out but I just know I have to do something about the mundane existance of mine. I've been work'g for only three years and I'm ready to try something new. way to go sid...
well anyone wanna join me on the road???
Hop On, Hold Tight and await the ride of u'r life...
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| A date to remember... |
| 06.23.04 (2:44 am) [edit] |
Maybe its that i've not dated for so long, Maybe its that there can be no one as amazing as G :( Well maybe it can be anything... Today afternoon! Somehow I got stuck with a blind date! How, don't ask but I did. I'm sitt'g with swamy and the rest of the gang at Pizza Hut when my phone rings.
She: "Hi siddharth"
Me: "hello, how r u?"
She: "Good, i've reached"
Me: "Great I'll be there in a two minutes."
I say buy to the gang and go to meet her... I see her standing there, I think to myself "wow! she's pretty"
Me: "Hi, hope it wasn't much of a problem com'g here"
She: "well... not really"
Me: "great, where do you want to go? Anything planned"
She: "actually there's a great place i know here, wanna go there?"
Me: "yeah y not"
So we trot along to this place.
She: "God, its so hot"
Me look'g up at the cloud covered sky "I remember when bangalore was cooler"
She: "Banglore sucks these days"
Now people i like bangalore. But not wanting to be impolite.
Me: "Great place here! What do u suggest?"
She: "How about the foot-long? its good"
Me: "sounds nice, i think i'll have that with tea"
She: "Eeew! I hate tea, I'll have a coke"
we order and I'm not lik'g her so much anymore...
Me: "so what do u do?"
She: "mmmm..... nothing!"
*OK! great* she's got her leg rubbing against mine! wtf???
Me: "have u watched yuva?" (thats a new movie)
She: "nah! i'm not into Hindi movies"
Me: "How about harry potter then?"
She: "That's for kids, forget that. What you doing in the evening?"
*Panic!!!! alarme, alarme.* I really don't wanna go out in the evening.
Me: "Well the project is quite hectic. Don't know when i'll be going home"
She: "thats' sad! What do u say i come & we have dinner tonight!"
*shit! how do i get outta this?*
Me: "I've got my french class in the morning, maybe tomorrow!"
She: "hmmm... ok! so its a date! tomorrow evening"
*WTF!!! that's not what i ment*
Me (sipp'g on my tea): "mmmm...."
She: "U know I just wanna run away from this place"
*i'm happy here! i don't*
Me (tak'g a big bite from my foot-long): "mmm...."
She: "blah, blah!!!"
*by now i've tuned her out* I know this means that my popularity is about to go down on tBlog. But that's the truth...
Me (all food finished): "so tell me, where do u work".
She: "work and me!" *laugh* "not really for me!"
*i'm just mak'g conversation at this point, she's got tons of food on her plate*
Me (looks at the watch): "I have a meet'g" *a small lie, sorry* "Lemme get the bill".
*I clear the check/bill, she's not had anything to eat! just the coke*
She: "So i'll c u tomorrow evening, I'll call u in the night honey"
*Honey!!!! wher'd that come from*
Me: "mmm... bye! do u need a lift home?"
She: "No i've got my car! u'r a sweetheart"
Me: "nah! bye"
*I get a peck*
*This is the first time we're meet'g lady*
She: "bye..."
ok, so that was my date this afternoon! somebody save me please... I really don't wanna go out with her tomorrow. Somebody save me. I know swamy's mov'g so that's a good excuse. Swamy u'r my excuse for tomorrow. *thanks a lot buddy..."
[b]AM I INSANE?[/b]
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| interrogation of my mind!!! |
| 06.21.04 (1:04 am) [edit] |
I look under every tree,
every roof, in every cree...
asked the postman,
all my neighbours...
went on oprah, even chanel 8...
I look for u, everywhere,
everytime.
i look under ever tree,
in every cree...
if u hear me, lemme know.
call me, my number u know.
you can see me on TV,
on a billboard, at the creek!
you can see that i'm looking,
so come to me.
& lemme know,
where u are, for me to see...
[LINE]
if u happen to read this mail me or talk to me. Maybe i don't know who u are, maybe i won't till i see u there. but lemme atleast see u, know that u exist.
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| the lone ranger! |
| 06.16.04 (1:24 am) [edit] |
Ok, so everyone knows by now that I love kids right? Well not the kids that were staying over at my place the whole of last week!!! And if I hadn’t run away for the weekend, you all would be watching me on CNN in hand cuffs. The reporter announcing, “Youth arrested for killing his nephews. In an attempt to free him-self from the maddening sounds of the children, Sid ended up insane killing all three children. Our hearts go out to the mother of the children, cousin of Sid. Sid pleads temporary insanity…”
So how did I end up not killing the kids you ask? I packed my bag, a laptop, mobile phone (to connect to the net), and a tent. I hopped onto my cycle and just went. Went till it was 4pm in the afternoon. I found a really beautiful place to put up the tent. Took out a book, made some hot coffee (it was cold) and relaxed. Sometime later in the night it started pouring and I was sitting in the tent with the laptop’s screen throwing light and sounds that anyone would love. The light, well tBlog what else? And the sounds, Floyd, Enya, U2 and every thing [b]I[/b] like. Don’t quite realize when I slept but got up to a gorgeous Sunday morning sun. Clear skies, sound of the birds, cool weather. It was just so beautiful. Just sat there, enjoying the sunrise and prepared some more tea along with some cookies *yum*. After sometime I decided that it was time to head back home and I started cycling back home. The ride was so peaceful, in the lovely Bangalore weather.
Burst, that’s the sound that I heard next. The rear tire of my cycle exploded and there wasn’t anyone to fix it. How could I be so stupid to not carry a spare with me? Anyway fortunately my phone was working and I called up dad. He came and picked me up some 50kms from home.
I was feeling all great and ready to face the kids once again. Reached home and prepared to face them and guess what I find? The kids have left, yay!!!
“I don’t have to go to jail!”
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| No Tomorrow!!! |
| 06.11.04 (2:32 am) [edit] |
What would you do if you knew that there was no tomorrow???
If the world was comming to an end (for you or in general) what would you do?
Comment Please!
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| stochastic occurances!!! |
| 06.09.04 (1:01 am) [edit] |
"Saying goodbye doesn't mean anything. It's the time we spent together that matters, not how we left it."
- [b]Trey Parker and Matt Stone[/b]
I know this isn't what I do, but then sometimes its just what you don't normally that makes headlines. So the weekend was so boring I had nothing to write about and the first time since the starting of the blog has a weekend not lead to me writing about it.
Though there was something that did happen that weekend that I quite liked. [b]Cutesyprincess[/b] wrote the most amazing things & that sent me rocketing through Cloud #9. Thanks a ton dear!
Then came sunday and there was something interesting I was talk'g about with a friend of mine. She and I share the same birthday & what happened was that for the last week we discovered that we had been having the same [b]dreams[/b]. This considering the fact that it had been quite a while since we even talked let alone met. Isn't that weird. Anyway the dreams were about being able to fly without an airplane or anything, just hopping of the ground and flying! Wish I could do that in read life.
Then when I reached home and logged onto the internet, I have a yahoo messenger window pop open with "[i]I love you sid[/i]" writting so many times! When I check who it is... It's a gal i adore so much & also love deeply. Not romantic, its different kinda difficult to explain. Well apparently the messages cause I hadn't called her in a while & she was miss'g me & wanted my attention. How sweet!!! You sure did get my attention darling!
Now the last thing! [i]Harry Potter 3[/i]. I just wish I'd gone home and slept! It was all right, no where as good as the book but fun in all. The setting was amazing though, but it lacked the charm of the first two movies.
And thus my boring life continues! Hopefully the weekend will not, [b]NOT[/b] be repeated.
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| The letter |
| 06.01.04 (11:00 pm) [edit] |
here is something that I wrote to a dear friend of mine last night. I don't know why i'm putting it up but here I am doing it anyway.
Hello,
Sometimes in your life, you forget what it is that you are aiming at. You need your friends and amongst them, you need people who believe in you. You need people who not olny agree to every thought of yours, but those also willing to challenge your thoughts when they think that you might be wrong. Sometimes they might irritate the heck out of you, while at the same time, you love them dearly.
That friend is someone who makes you believe once again in yourself when you loose all faith. Helps you move on, when you want to stop and give up. He is the stubborn pain in the butt [b]making[/b] you give it a hundred and ten percent when all you've got is ten.
Without knowing, you have helped me get back onto my feet and believe in all the things that I had lost all faith in. I wanted to believe and yet give up. You helped me decide what was to be done and made me do it.
Thank you for being that friend to me. I really appreciate it.
Love,
Siddharth
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